YFP 180: How Allyson Used Her Pharmacy Skills to Build a Natural Skincare Company


How Allyson Used Her Pharmacy Skills to Build a Natural Skincare Company

Allyson Brennan, founder and owner of Emogene & Co., a natural skincare company, joins Tim Ulbrich on the show. Allyson talks about her background in pharmacy, why and how she started Emogene & Co., how she has had success in such a short period of time, and what lies ahead as she prepares for growth in 2021 and beyond.

About Today’s Guest

Allyson Brennan is a pharmacist with 13 years’ experience specializing in Neurology and is now a hospital Clinical Pharmacy Manager in Nashville, TN. She received a B.S. in Psychology minor in chemistry/biology as an undergraduate from Millsaps College and then went on to receive her B.S in Pharmaceutical Sciences and her PharmD. from The University of Mississippi.

This year, Allyson founded and created her own natural skincare company called Emogene & Co. focusing on effective natural skincare and the science behind purposeful ingredients. She created this company after noticing the skincare industry producing products full of toxic and ineffective filler ingredients. As a child, she was inspired by her grandmother, Emogene, who had a remedy for every skin issue or ailment. Throughout her professional career as a pharmacist, she noticed how she was drawn to medicinal chemistry and how specific molecules affected organs in the body. After becoming a mother, she began to focus on what molecules are available straight from the Earth to provide nutrition for our largest organ, our skin.

In less than a year, Allyson has grown her company organically, filled over 5000 individual orders and is also available in 11 locations including dermatology clinics and medical spas, all while continuing to work full-time in Pharmacy Administration during the day.

Summary

Allyson Brennan, a clinical pharmacy manager, started using a vitamin C serum on her skin after having her daughter and looked at the ingredients listed in the product. She quickly went down the rabbit hole of researching natural versus synthetic ingredients and active versus inactive ingredients in skincare products. Allyson realized that because of her clinical pharmacy and compounding skills she was able to create a vitamin C serum using natural ingredients. She soon discovered that she had tapped into a passion that she never knew was there. Friends started asking what she was using on her skin and Allyson began making the serum for them.

In January 2020, Allyson created an LLC called Emogene & Co., a company focusing on effective natural skincare and the science behind purposeful ingredients. Nine months later (November 2020), Emogene & Co. carries 21 products, has sold over 5,000 individual orders, has an online shop and is sold in 11 locations, including 3 medical spas and a dermatology clinic. Emogene & Co. is made in small batches mostly by Allyson, however she has brought on two full-time employees to help with production and labeling. Allyson still works full-time as a clinical pharmacy manager and focuses on the business in the evening to the early morning.

Allyson believes that Emogene & Co. has an advantage over other skincare products because of her pharmacy background. She explains that she stands by natural products and ingredients and offers education to people about how effective her products are. On this episode Allyson also talks about becoming an entrepreneur, what the next year of the business will look like, and how she balances running Emogene & Co. with a family and a full-time pharmacy job.

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Episode Transcript

Tim Ulbrich: Allyson, welcome to the show.

Allyson Brennan: Hey, Tim, how are you? Thank you so much for having me.

Tim Ulbrich: Really excited to have you, been looking forward to this interview ever since you and I had met actually through Adam Martin, The Fit Pharmacist, and had a chance to learn more about the work that you’re doing at Emogene & Co. And really excited to share that story as well as some of your pharmacy background and to expose our listeners to I think what has been a very unique career path and obviously some success you’ve had with the business and would like to get an inside look into that. And so let’s start with your pharmacy career. Tell us about your background in clinical practice and then administration and management since you graduated with your PharmD from the University of Mississippi.

Allyson Brennan: Sure. So my background actually started before I even went to pharmacy school. I originally thought I wanted to go to vet school. I am an avid horse rider. I was a competitive horsewoman growing up. And so I wanted to start and go to vet school. And ultimately, fast forwarding through all of those decision-making pieces of my life, I shadowed a veterinarian. I wanted to be an equine leg surgeon, so that would entail about 16 years of post-undergrad study, a lot of time, a lot of decisions that go into pushing you into a different path because when times are tough, you know, people might take care of themselves before they take care of their animal ultimately. So I decided against vet school with the veterinarian that I shadowed, she just gave me so much amazing advice. And as I started to look into what I wanted to go into, I knew that a passion for me is really breaking things down — I wouldn’t say at that point to molecular structure but very much like how I build this but from a very kind of unpiecing things, if that makes sense.

Tim Ulbrich: Sure.

Allyson Brennan: So I love chemistry. I’m a total chemistry nerd. So I had heard about pharmacy, right? And so I’ve been out for 13 years. Back then, pharmacy was a very different ball game. And I heard that through kind of talking to people that knew about pharmacists, what really it entailed, and I was able to balance a family life with a career. And so I went for it and was accepted to University of Mississippi pharmacy school after I completed a undergrad BS degree in psychology with a biology and chemistry minor. And went into pharmacy school at University of Mississippi or Ole Miss, you end up with your PharmD, your doctorate, as well as another BS degree. So I was ready to go. Once I got out of pharmacy school, I was looking into residencies because I knew I ultimately wanted to be in clinical practice in a hospital setting. I applied to some residency programs in Nashville, Tennessee, because I had done some undergrad rotations there but ended up getting an offer from a wonderful hospital, Huntsville Hospital, in Huntsville, Alabama, a very large — I believe at that point they were 881 beds. And it was a clinical position without needing the residency, and it was everything I was looking for. So I interviewed, I was accepted, and the next year, they started to require residencies for this because it is so clinically based. And so for me, my career started with no residency in a facility, a large facility, and I started with an ortho and neuro kind of concentration. So I really built that niche of pharmacy in hospital practice for about three years there. And then I ended up moving to Nashville and practiced specifically neuro, neuro-endovascular, under surgery and just neuro intensive patients for close to nine years at Centennial Medical Center in downtown Nashville. From there, I really built a lot of relationships with the providers and physicians that entailed in that specialty. So the neurosurgeons, the neuro-intensivists, the neurologists. And once I built those relationships, they offered me a just heap of opportunities to build my clinical knowledge as well as build into things that were the building blocks for me to move into administration. So order set development, process improvement, committee-sitting, PNT, presentations, just a wonderful group of physicians and after about eight years, I was loving clinical practice, but I knew that I was ready to kind of push on. And Centennial, where I was, is part of the HCA, Hospital Corporation of America, group. It’s a large privately owned corporation that owns hospitals. So there’s several sister facilities in Nashville, in the Nashville area. And there was a clinical manager position at a smaller sister facility about 11-12 miles from downtown Nashville. And I knew the director. He actually was a resident under me that I trained him at Centennial. He is a wonderful guy, and he had called me and said, “I really think that you’re ready for this position. I would love to work with you.” And I ultimately went ahead and interviewed, uncertain that it would be a good fit because it was so much smaller. And when I went, I loved the staff, I felt very much at home there. It was what I was looking for because I had become a mother at that point, so it was very much a community feel. And working with that director was a goal of mine because he was a wonderful leader. And so now I’ve had my two-year anniversary as the pharmacy clinical manager at a facility. So I manage about 20 pharmacists and elevate the clinical program there to really help them succeed with their interdisciplinary rounds and their clinical responsibilities within the facility for patient care.

Tim Ulbrich: That’s great. And I appreciate you chronicling the journey. We’re going to come back here in a little bit as we dive into the work that you’re doing with Emogene & Co. as how that pharmacy management experience and how your pharmacy experience at large has helped you as you’ve been working to get that company off the ground and now continue to grow that company. Let’s start with kind of the basics around Emogene & Co. What is it? Why is it important? And ultimately, what problem is it solving? Because I really believe every business is ultimately trying to solve a problem. So tell us more about the backstory of Emogene.

Allyson Brennan: Absolutely. So for me personally, I was just chugging right along being a pharmacist and about two years ago, I was maybe 37.5-38 years old, and I decided I wanted to start to focus to take a little better care of my skin. I had taken care of my skin all my life, but you’re getting older and I was like, what can I do that I’m not doing that is good for my skin. And the interesting thing about this is that this journey is really a full circle of the creativity that I feel like I lost as a kid and really started focusing more on this logistical math and science, black and white kind of thinking. And I’m really loving this journey because I am at this place in my life where I’m opening up kind of the Pandora’s Box of creativity but in a very different way than I ultimately thought I would. So it started for me, honestly, Tim, with a Vitamin C serum. Vitamin C serums, for those that don’t know, is kind of your ultimate go-to that every female and male should have for antioxidant protection against environmental stressors and to prevent further aging. It’s natural. There can be synthetic versions of it, but it’s kind of your go-to for just preventing your aging, starting in your 20s. So I spent about $150 on a Vitamin C serum. And I turned it on the back and looked at the label and was like, what am I paying for? Just the chemistry nerd came out, and I usually don’t do that, which is crazy. And so I turned it on the back, and being a pharmacist with the chemistry and science background that we all have, I was like, well, I don’t see ascorbic acid. Where is it?

Tim Ulbrich: Right.

Allyson Brennan: I did notice an ingredient that looked like some sort of derivative of that. So I went to Google. And I Googled this specific ingredient and found out, you know, that it’s a synthetic ester version. So then before I knew it, I had dropped down into a very deep rabbit hole of synthetic versus pure of all ingredients and natural versus synthetic, active versus inactive, and really started to pull apart the skincare game, if you will. I started then. It grew arms. I started into essential fatty acid concentrations and what that looks like for your skin, yadda, yadda. And so before I knew it, I had tapped into a passion I never knew I had. When I looked at this Vitamin C serum, I was like, I can make that. Like I can make that. And I’m not a real DIYer. So I actually made some and didn’t tell anybody and started to apply it to my face. And I would say about two weeks later, I had friends that were asking me, what are you doing to your skin? Like something looks different. So I told them, I’m making a bootleg Vitamin C serum.

Tim Ulbrich: Good old compounding labs back, right, from pharmacy school.

Allyson Brennan: Yes. I tell you, I tapped into all this knowledge that you never think comes back. So I started to really appreciate that they asked me to make some for them. I was not charging anybody, it was just more of you know, friends sharing with friends. And then ultimately, in about November of 2019, I was like, maybe I should try something on the side. Maybe I should try to do this. Now, for understanding a little background on me, I am a very driven person. I’m someone who puts their head down and thinks well, I’ll do a little side project. If I’m going to throw my time into something, I’ve put blinders on, and I go. I’m all in. And if you’re familiar at all with the Enneagram or if anyone on that on this podcast that listens is, I am a Type 3.

Tim Ulbrich: I’m with you there.

Allyson Brennan: OK. I’m a 3w2, 3 wing 2. And I am the poster child for 3, The Achiever. And so I really think that learning the Enneagram helped me understand what drove me to this place. So I’ve never been an entrepreneur, I never, ever, ever, not even for a second, thought about owning my own business, my own pharmacy, let alone a skincare company. So I just went for it. So in January, I went ahead and created the company through an LLC. The name, Emogene & Co. speaks to, it pays homage to my grandmother Emogene. And I am named after her Allyson Gene, and my daughter is Parker Emogene. And that’s where the Co. comes in. But my grandmother was someone who could make something from nothing and had the most amazing skin. And that generation was very much a make-it-work type and create anything. And for me, I love science, I love chemistry, I love — as a pharmacist, we all know that there’s a time and a place for medication and chemicals. But I wanted to really focus on natural ingredients because I think that in the skincare industry — and I’m a baby in this — I think that the skincare industry can be extremely misleading to consumers. And the reason why is that there’s a lot of terms and titles that are thrown around without the knowledge behind that. I think that there is a time and a place, like I said, for chemicals. But if you can have things that come from the Earth naturally that are extremely effective, I want to focus on that. And that all came into play when I became a mother. What I started with a Vitamin C serum. And I started with a couple of other items that I actually made, a stretch mark prevention cream when I was pregnant, and I did a lot of tweaks to it and offered that. And then I offered a body scrub that is amazing for increasing the circulation in the blood to the skin, which creates a different kind of solution for your skin. I’ve been making that for three years just for myself. I offered that. And then I really focused on facial oils and essential fatty acid nutrition for your skin. So here I am, almost a year later, and I offer 21 products. And I’m offered in 11 locations as wholesale clients, so they’re my stockist list. And that includes three MedSpas and a dermatology clinic, which was kind of my moment for really taking this to a level where being taken seriously in a dermatology field, in a medical field, that it’s a natural product. I have done a little bit over 5,000 individual orders in this time. And I am still a full-time pharmacist and mom and wife. There’s not a lot of sleep in my life right now, but I am so driven by the passion for this, and it ultimately all comes down to I want to offer the ability for people to No. 1, age gracefully, No. 2, to improve the quality and the nutrition to their skin because we all take so much advantage of our skin. It’s the largest organ that we have. And I want it to be an accessible option for people. I don’t think skincare should be a luxury. I don’t think that people should not be able to afford to take care of an organ for themselves. And so my price points are at a place where I want people to be able to access that but feel good about the science that kind of marries the natural skincare for them. So it really boils down to a lot of relationship-building with customers. Anything starts out as a family-and-friend trying your items. And then once they are like, wow, OK, you really have something, they spread by word of mouth. And then word of mouth starts to go to the right people that are the really big word-of-mouthers, you know?

Tim Ulbrich: Yep.

Allyson Brennan: And then ultimately, you start to have stores that want to carry you. And it’s based off of the fact that it is skincare, which is a very saturated market, but it is natural rather than stating it’s natural, it is natural. But I get to really flex that pharmacist science arm with it, so that is the solution I wanted to offer. Like I said, it’s a saturated market in the skincare industry. I’m learning that also it is an absolutely overpriced industry. But it really comes down to do you believe and trust what someone is selling you? And I, being a psychology background, I want to develop that trust relationship for people to know that I ultimately have their best interest at heart for what is best for their skin. So that’s the solution I wanted to offer. And I hope I do that and I continue to do that. And I don’t want to sacrifice the integrity of the ingredients or the integrity of that brand.

Tim Ulbrich: Yeah, and that really resonates, Allyson, when you and I had talked several weeks ago, that really resonated with me is wanting to keep the integrity of the brand, wanting to focus on the natural and pure ingredients, wanting to bring this at a price point that was more affordable. And when I think of the timeline — and I know you mentioned and you honored it, but I don’t want our listeners to gloss over it — one year ago, November 2019, you know, if I heard you correctly, kind of idea was coming to be, that was starting to form, but it wasn’t until the beginning of 2020 that you actually formed the company. And here we are, just over 10 months into this journey, you mentioned 21 products, 11 locations, obviously an active e-commerce online, over 5,000 units sold, and so of course there’s a trajectory here. And my natural next question, which I’m guessing our listeners are thinking as well, is like, break down the operations. Like how are you doing this? You mentioned starting with the compounding. So are you up late at night and compounding? Do you have a team? Do you have a distribution facility? Like this happened so quickly, so tell us how you’ve been able to scale up to be able to fulfill those orders while also being an N of 1 when you started.

Allyson Brennan: An N of 1. I’m still an N of 1, but I do have maybe .25s on the side, and I’m so grateful for those. So for me, my first sale was — I formed the LLC and all of the background information you do to form a business in January — and my first sale was January 26. It started, you know, social media, no website, I had Square, which the majority of people are familiar with. And so it was literal orders coming through email, text, Facebook messaging or Instagram messaging.

Tim Ulbrich: Instagram, yeah.

Allyson Brennan: Yeah. And then invoicing them to their email. And then they would pay. So it started out really just grassroots. I don’t know how much more grassroots you could be. As far as the compounding goes, let’s say for instance, let’s speak of this Vitamin C serum. OK, there’s 21 products now, but let’s just speak to this. So I was starting only making batches of eight. Eight at a time. That was it. And I would say now, I’m making those in batches of 120. So in this amount of time, I’ve learned that scale because I was still white-knuckling it, you know, really holding those reins of wanting to know that I’m putting out — I mean, everything is made by me, filled by me, packaged by me, labeled by me, heat-sealed by me, sold by me. And that’s a lot process once you reach a certain point in time. So I was really only just, if you will, dog paddling through life. I was making what I needed to fill those orders and then trying to still be a mom and a wife and be a pharmacist manager. So I think at some point, I really had to stop holding onto that control and start to hire the right team around me. But I have a very specific thing I look for in that team. So before I got to that point, it really looked like let’s say — so I create a sterile field at my home in my kitchen. I am still working from my home. This was maybe one closet upstairs in my house that had, you know, the packaging, the raw ingredients, whatever. And then I would fill the orders literally fresh made, on the spot, and I would fill those orders. Let’s say three months into that, I was still making the same amount of batches of things, but I was maybe expanding to another closet, you know? So nine months in, I am in six closets, the entire garage, my dining room is my office per se where I fill orders. I have a shipping station in that room, and I have my entire dining room is not even used anymore other than Emogene & Co. I have complete shelving in the entire room. But I still create this sterile field in the kitchen, and so now the batches are larger, I finally — you know, I’ve had a lot, I’m so grateful for it. I’ve had a lot of females that love my products, offer to help. “I love what you’re doing, I’m so passionate about it, I see that you’re passionate about it, let me help you.”

Tim Ulbrich: Sure.

Allyson Brennan: And I’m grateful for that. But when you have something like this, you don’t want people to do it just because they like the products. You want someone who has the same drive and the same passion to grow.

Tim Ulbrich: That’s right. Yep.

Allyson Brennan: And those are very specific qualities that I look for. So for me personally, I have two women that are full-time employees that are — one is a pharmacy tech who’s a chemotherapy technician I’ve worked with for 10 years. And the other is a pharmacist who is on staff, and I’m her manager at work. She’s a workforce. These are people that don’t know how to stop. But it’s not a work that they grovel in. They love it, they’re passionate about it, they’re positive, their attention to detail and specifics is second to none, and that was ultimately why I chose to say yes to them. What they’re helping me with now is — the chemotherapy technician has six products that she now compounds herself. And these do not — the products that I offer, there are some that are just mixed dry ingredients, there are some that are mixed liquid ingredients, and then there are others that are very complicated where they’re a lot more chemistry lab type with an oil phase, water, phase, heat phase, cool phase. She mixes just the solid and the liquid ingredients. So she has six products that she makes. And she forms a sterile field in her home and does those, and she heat seals and labels her own. And then she passes them to me. The other employee, she is a mother of two and a full-time pharmacist, and so what she does for me is she does the labeling, which is crazy that she is — it’s crazy how helpful it is.

Tim Ulbrich: Oh sure, yeah.

Allyson Brennan: Yeah, so she literally does the labeling as well as now we have a holiday product with a local company that’s a big collaboration and it’s a dry ingredient body scrub. And she — I taught her that recipe and checked her off on a competency like I would a pharmacist. And she mixes that now. And we pass off bulk everything in the parking lots before we go into our day jobs. And it used to look like maybe staying up until 10-11, and now every single night, I’m up until 2 o’clock in the morning, and I’m up at 6-6:30, depending on what time I have to be at the hospital. So I look very tired. But I am so passionate about it, and so I very much have fallen into a routine of what pieces of the night are where I start certain products.

Tim Ulbrich: Absolutely.

Allyson Brennan: Yeah. So it’s a lot of compounding at the very beginning after putting my daughter to bed. It’s compounding if I’m low — I have PAR sheets. And we have margins, and we have all of the background that you need for those pieces. There’s ordering that happens every Friday, and I do all of the ordering. But I focus on their PAR sheets filled out, and they pass those to me with their time sheets. So yeah, I start with making the products while I’m still kind of fresh. And then once maybe 11 or 12 rolls around, I’m usually finished that compounding and I have put up, boxed them up for the pharmacist to pass off the next day that she’ll do the labeling. And then I start the admin of anything that’s needed, and I fill orders until usually about 2, and then I go to bed. And then I do it all over the next day.

Tim Ulbrich: Start over.

Allyson Brennan: Right.

Tim Ulbrich: And I love that, Allyson, because I think we all know the hustle that needs to be there. And obviously as you continue to build, you’re going to have an opportunity to bring more folks in and efficiencies will happen over time and obviously as you continue to scale. But when you’re getting something off the ground like this, like anybody listening that wants to get any company or initiative, side hustle, whatever you want to call it — this obviously is much bigger than that — you’ve got to hustle, you’ve got to work. And I think when you’re that passionate about the mission or the why of what you’re doing, I can speak from firsthand experience, I suspect you may feel the same way that as exhausting as it can be, it doesn’t necessarily feel like the type of work that somebody hearing it may think that it feels like because the mission is so clear on why you’re trying to do what you’re trying to do. And although you described it, Allyson, as being pretty homegrown and still distribution happening out of your home, kudos to you, I think you guys have done an awesome job on the marketing side, on the packaging side, my wife and I purchased and ordered several products before we did this interview — I wanted to get kind of a feel of the experience — and have really enjoyed not only the products but also kind of seeing the behind-the-scenes of how you have distributed and packaged and marketed those. And I think you’ve done a fantastic job, so especially when you think about this as 10 months into the journey, so it’s really, really incredible. One of the questions I have as I think about just purely from the lens of a business owner is help me break down a little bit further, like what is the differential advantage of Emogene & Co. And the reason I ask that is obviously you’ve had success, but when I hear you talk about like natural and pure, like that marketing of skincare products — while I certainly don’t consider myself an expert in the space — is out there already and even if it isn’t natural or pure, how do you overcome that perception from the consumer that you can separate yourself from those products? So what is the differential advantage for you and your company?

Allyson Brennan: Yeah. First of all, thank you so much for such kind words. That really means a lot to people that start out and second guess themselves and they go back and forth and they’re passionate and the next night they’re like, am I doing the right thing? So I really appreciate that. But ultimately, Tim, it does fall back on “seeing what got you there.” It falls back on my pharmacy background, and I’m very thankful, and that’s not lost on me that I would not have the knowledge base to do this and feel good about what I’m putting out and solid and confident of what I’m putting out if I did not have that medicinal chemistry background and the pharmacy background in general. So you’re right, the skincare industry, like I said earlier and like you just alluded to, you know, there’s terms that are thrown around that people just don’t know what they mean. And as consumers, we are drawn to bright, shiny objects. And in the skincare industry, that looks like wonderful packaging, it smells good, feels good, but you fall for it might state that it’s natural but it’s actually not natural. And so — and I’ve turned down opportunities for a couple of collaborations with larger medical-scale type opportunities of products because they — it was not going to be a natural product. It was going to be synthetic. Because I do stand by wanting to stay with the natural because there’s — it’s just a world that is just wide. You can cast a wide net and get some really amazing, effective skincare that way. But my goal with this company was to offer natural skincare that’s effective, right? So I don’t want it to just be something that’s another option for people to not know what to do with their skincare, but I want it to be accessible, like I mentioned, but I want it to not be fussy. There’s a lot of options for people to take care of their skin, and I don’t want people to be confused about how to best take care of their skin. The other piece of this that I’m hoping to offer and that I really do hang my hat on with my company is the scientific background of the natural ingredients. Just because they’re natural does not mean that they don’t have the science behind them. They come from the earth, there’s science behind them. So I want people to know that there is legitimate education that is there behind that and lastly, where I really thrive and where I really know that I thrive and I love it and I really try to build on this is to offer that education to people.

Tim Ulbrich: Yeah.

Allyson Brennan: So as a small skincare company, which is sometimes labeled as indie skincare companies, you know, I’m not competing with the big guys. It’s an opportunity to really dial in with your customer base and with your clientele and to get personal with them. And the majority of how this business started was, like I said, those messages where people would say, “You offer these items. This is my skin type. Go. Like tell me what I need.” And for me, it is not about offering every item that I need them to buy. It’s really about building that trust. Honestly it is. So I will have women that will come and say, “Alright, I want the whole thing.” And I will say, “First of all, let’s talk about your skin type. But let’s start with these three things because I don’t want you to overwhelm your skin and then you might not appreciate the products or your skin might not just because it’s too much for you at one time. And then let’s build on it. So I want you to start with something that works for you, and let’s go from there.” So my goal is to offer yes, natural skincare, but that has a scientific background that can actually be spoken and related to but also there’s the education behind it. So to grow this company is not just to offer more products. It is to scale, that is a — it’s a pivotal point that I’m at now that is a new problem that I don’t know how to solve because I’m new at this. So you know, 2021 is a year of scaling. It’s a year of working efficiently, moving into a warehouse space, SEO and strategic marketing. I do have a girl that I’m about to bring on for that who is wanting to build a company because she’s worked for larger companies. I have a delivery lady that helps me part-time now so that gives me some time back in my day. But that still offers a customer experience for people to have the deliveries. So yeah, it’s really a combination of all of those things. But I want to separate myself apart by the pharmacist piece of it to speak to the actual education of what you’re putting on your skin.

Tim Ulbrich: Yeah, that’s great. And one of the things you said regarding scale in 2021, I mean, it certainly feels like that, sounds like that, based on the trajectory you’ve had for the last 10 months. But as you sort of alluded to and didn’t say directly necessarily is scaling can have its challenges for a variety of reasons. And so the question I have for you is if we fast forward a year from today and you’re now looking at wrapping up almost the second year of the business, heading into the third year, what does success look like for you and for the business as a whole?

Allyson Brennan: Oh, man. It’s so funny, I was recently on a podcast, and that same question was given to me but in five years. And you know, I feel like as pharmacists, we’re so — we’re trained when we’re students going into trying to get a job or maybe getting into a residency of answering that five-year question. It is a different ball game for me now.

Tim Ulbrich: Absolutely.

Allyson Brennan: So you know, I’m really back to that baby step, you know, of learning something brand new. So ultimately for me, where I find the most passion is the creative piece of this. Now, creativity is going to look different for me, like I said. I feel like I’m coming full circle to the little girl — I used to be an artist. Like I really loved to draw and paint and just be extremely creative in that sense. And there was some point in time, I would say maybe 8 or 9 years old, where something switched for me and I just became more math and science based. But I think what this company is really doing for me personally is opening back up that creative side. It looks at it in a different because I can tap into skills that I now have, right? So for a year from now, I need for me to keep my sanity to be at that place of efficiency. I want to always keep the creative edge. I always want to keep creating. There’s a lot of things I’ve created that just were terrible, you know, that I would never put on the market. But to really better streamline what I’m doing now, and that looks like a lot of things that are not in the lab creating. It looks like very much a business model, so having the right people around me that know that sense, that I trust and they really believe in this little company to grow, that’s a goal for me in a year. A year from now, a goal is to be in a third space because I’ve completely outgrown my house and also to create — still create that need and want. I mean, I’m tapping into a southern market here with my wholesalers and in clinics and my customer base. But it’s to continue to scale that. But I am only one person, and I only have 24 hours in a day, and I need about 30 hours, honestly. So

Tim Ulbrich: Yeah, amen. Yeah.

Allyson Brennan: Yeah. You understand. And so I really want to learn how to segregate what that looks like for me but still continue that growth. And it might look like scaling back in pharmacy. I truly, truly hang my hat on pharmacy is what got me here. So I am not that person who is going to be cold turkey leaving pharmacy, you know? No matter how big the company gets, it’s a building block, baby step approach for me to step down as this grows. But I want to do it the right way. I don’t want to do it too fast. That’s very important to me.

Tim Ulbrich: And let me prod there a little bit because one of the things I’m thinking about this as, you know, I believe one of the challenges, especially of a successful business like this or for others that maybe have started a side hustle that grows quickly and can quickly outgrow the time that one has available to dedicate to it, you know, is that one of the risks is that it may not reach its full potential, which matters when you’ve got a really clear purpose and vision, right? Because ultimately, you know, there’s only so many hours in the day, and obviously you’ve got a purpose and a vision and a mission for why you’re doing what you’re doing. You’re not just selling products to sell products. So is that something that hangs on your mind, crosses your mind, that you’re not allowing the business to reach its full potential? Or is that an area, as you’ve kind of alluded to, that bringing the right people around you and putting you in the area that you can provide the most value to the company, that you’re going to be able to continue to see and scale that growth while also making sure the vision and the mission stays front and center?

Allyson Brennan: I mean, great question, Tim. Yes. It’s on my mind daily. Daily. And I would say it’s on my mind daily at this point because starting out, you know, last year or two years ago, you know, when I was literally just a consumer or even just January, taking my first order, I wouldn’t have known what to expect. I, like I said, didn’t go into this without really taking it seriously and growing and pushing. And I’m a hustler. I mean, I am. And that’s something that I understand about myself. So I use that to my advantage now, but I also really, really appreciate and thrive on relationships with people. So those are two things that are not something I do lip service to. They’re a part of who I am, and they’re a part of what this business is. So when I talk about am I doing a service, it’s funny, my dad — I’m very close to my dad. My dad is a farmer. And my dad knows how to grow something from the ground. It might not be skincare, but he knows what it looks like to start and then reach a certain level and then basically at the very end, reap what you sow.

Tim Ulbrich: Yeah.

Allyson Brennan: No pun intended, really. So he told me, I would say seven months in, he said, you’re behind and don’t even know it. And that has stuck with me so much because I was like, he doesn’t know what he’s talking about. And not even a month after that, it hit a whole new level. A whole new level. So yeah, it’s on my mind every day. I also have to say that I am the type of person, if I want to feel like — so there’s overwhelmed, right? And there’s underwhelmed or bored. And then there’s whelmed. And I think that everyone, everyone kind of thrives at a different threshold. For me, what I thrive is at overwhelmed for a lot of people. But I want to stay whelmed. Does that make sense?

Tim Ulbrich: Absolutely. Yep.

Allyson Brennan: I want to stay plugged in. I want to stay alive. I want to stay with my finger on the pulse of what is happening with this. So to do that, I have to feel like I’ve got a little bit of control with that, which for a lot of people seriously feels like they are spinning out, it is chaos — and it is chaos. I mean, it’s full-blown chaos.

Tim Ulbrich: Controlled chaos, right?

Allyson Brennan: It’s controlled chaos. 100%. So I’m starting to get much friendlier with the idea of bringing the right people in and making a team effort at this. And that is the way that me personally, I think that I can grow this and not feel like what you were saying where I’m not doing it a service because when I’m at work during the day in a hospital, I am 100% there. I am managing people, putting out fires, you know, provider and physician conversations, building formularies. And there is no time for all this. So then it is overwhelming when the minute I leave the hospital, right? So I want it to be something that when I leave, I am managing from that CEO perspective where I’ve got the right team underneath me that I trust, they’re just as invested as I am, but they are the people that will help that grow. And it’s not that they are employees of me. I want them to be a piece of what that is because they believe in it. So that is where I am now of looking at 2021 right now, I’m a baby in a product-based market. It’s the holidays, and I’m slightly terrified of what is coming. I’ve already had double the sales that I had last month at the end of the month.

Tim Ulbrich: Oh, gees.

Allyson Brennan: And we’re on — yeah. And I’m exhausted. And I’m overwhelmed, for me.

Tim Ulbrich: And for our listeners, it’s only Nov. 10 when we’re recording this.

Allyson Brennan: Right.

Tim Ulbrich: So.

Allyson Brennan: Yeah, so it’s — you know, it’s that Type 2 fun where it’s chaos in the moment and you look back on it and you’re like, wow. So I’m extremely proud of it, but I’m trying to stay very aware of what that is and then, you know, come 2021, I need to take a little bit of time to say, OK, we need to take some time, not do the logistics of filling the order, let’s gather my team and let’s look at what this looks like. And that is what is what my goal is for January 2021 so then we can approach the new year with the next products we put out are very smart, efficient products. I’m scaling back a couple of products that are my slowest movers, right? Hiring that SEO management, the marketing and strategic management, that is just not my forte. Hiring on a couple other girls that might not be full-time that I truly believe their attention to detail. And then from there, what happens? I did not see this happening with word of mouth in almost a year. So I really am so grateful but also very optimistic. But I do keep myself in check that if I reach a level that it doesn’t grow beyond that, I need to be OK with it. I need to know that I have exceeded what expectations were, and that’s a tough thing for me to swallow because I am not someone who celebrates the wins all the time because of how I am programmed. I tend to keep going and going and going and let’s keep building without sacrificing what your ultimate mission was in the first place. So I have to tell myself that, that’s a daily mantra that I tell myself, if this reaches a certain pinnacle and it wasn’t what you ultimately thought it would be, you need to be OK with it.

Tim Ulbrich: And I think, Allyson, as an outside observer, just kind of talking out loud as I hear you reflect on the journey and from our previous discussion, I think the business potentially gets bigger and more successful than it already has, which is incredible, and further achieves the mission and vision that you have with the business with less of you. And I mean that in the most sincere, kind way of like, you have built an incredible, incredible thing, but as I hear you talk about scaling up, bringing other people in, and I think putting yourself in the position where the company gets the most value from Allyson that nobody else can do as well, and then those other areas that maybe aren’t areas of interest or strength or that you have other areas of expertise you can bring in. But I think like the relationship piece, that certainly feels like a strength here, setting the vision, making sure you’ve got the right people on the team, on the bus, and bringing other people in that perhaps Emogene grows and will continue to grow and scale with more even balance of your time. And one of the questions I have for you is I know one of the daily struggles I have is pouring my time and energy into YFP because I believe its mission is that important but also balancing the time that I treasure, deeply treasure, with my wife Jess and our four boys. And so I suspect many of our listeners may be wondering what I’m wondering here, which is how do you reconcile how you spend your time and work on work and on the business and what that may mean for time away from family and friends, whether that’s short term or long term?

Allyson Brennan: Oh, man. This is the tough one for me. So we all have our strengths and our weaknesses and our opportunities for improvement. Let’s leave it at that. This is my opportunity for improvement with just who I am as a person. Let’s say — I’ll give you an example. I leave the hospital, it’s been a full day of meetings, committee meetings, building things, process improvements, yadda, yadda. And then my only alone time is the 35-minute drive home. That is it. I am not good at sitting. I’m not good at just listening to the radio, listening to a podcast. I am having business meetings for Emogene & Co. on the phone, I am — I shouldn’t say this — I’m texting and driving — but I’m still multitasking. And then I get home, I’ll pick my daughter up from school, and I will start with that piece of, you need to take — Allyson needs to take an hour, an hour to put the phone away, put all of the productivity away, you need to have a transition time between the first job and the second job, right? And I’ll say, OK, that means that I come in, I’ll lay things down, I’ll unpack the packages, the bulk packages that have come in, I will open them to see what it was today. And that’ll be it. Sometimes — more times than not, and I’m very transparent about this — two hours later, I’m still in the thick of now I’m processing orders, you know?

Tim Ulbrich: Sure.

Allyson Brennan: And what that does is that does take away time from my family. And I have — again, transparently speaking — this year has been a completely rebalancing of what it looks like for our family. I’m not saying it’s been easy. And now, I do have a support system. You know, my husband has supported, now he’s the cook for dinner every night, not me. But ultimately, I don’t want to be at that frequency. I want to be able to manage that better. And that is the ultimate growth for me. I think — I mean, this is just true and this is my psychology background speaking — we are all works in progress our entire lives.

Tim Ulbrich: Absolutely.

Allyson Brennan: And the quicker that you learn as an entrepreneur or as a new person starting out, you give yourself some grace, you take a breath easier.

Tim Ulbrich: Amen.

Allyson Brennan: Instead of thinking that overnight, it’s got to be built. And that’s coming from someone who thought that overnight, it’s got to be built. I don’t — I don’t take the baby steps easily. But I know for my sanity and for the quality of life and for me ultimately to build a business, I have to learn that. That is a muscle I’m learning to flex and to build. So you have to start somewhere and you have to decide what it looks like and then block out all the other noise because the noise is what will get you off the path. The noise is what overwhelms you and makes you stop before you’ve started. And I’ve been there. So the balancing of the family life is something that is a daily struggle and on my mind. I’m getting better at it, and it’s because I know myself well enough now. I know myself well enough now that someone has to physically remove the phone from my hand. I know myself well enough now that someone has to physically take me away for me to vacate. I don’t do staycations. I don’t do weekend-long weekends. I don’t do any of that. That is not who I am, and I accept it.

Tim Ulbrich: The business is right there, yeah.

Allyson Brennan: The business is there. I accept it for me. My husband and I were huge travelers before we had our daughter. And now with COVID, it’s a little difficult. But for me to truly vacate, to let go of everything, to help reset your mind because we need that, I have to be gone. It’s got to be a certain type of trip that still speaks to me needing to be active, but I cannot tap into the things that drain you because you’re wanting to build them. So I think it’s — you’ve got to know how you’re programmed and how you’re built. And you have to just start somewhere and block out noise.

Tim Ulbrich: And that’s fantastic. And I love the self-reflection, the self-awareness. What you said really resonates with me and I think too just giving yourself permission, forgiveness, where you’re not going to get it right. It’s a life-long — I believe as well — it’s a life-long journey, and there’s going to be stumbles along the way. And I think that’s part of the process. And having those around you that can help keep you accountable and being willing to admit those areas where input and help would be valuable. So as we wrap up here, Allyson, where can our listeners go to learn more about you and the work that you’re doing?

Allyson Brennan: Sure. So for me, I have a website that’s available, it’s www.Emogene&Co.com — that’s all one word. And Emogene is interesting, it’s spelled Emogene. It’s an old-school spelling of the name a lot of people are not used to. Again, it pays homage to my grandmother, so Emogene&Co.com is the website. On Instagram, I am @__Emogene&Co__. And then on Facebook, I am Emogene & Co. So I am tapped into those resources all day, every day, if you can imagine from the podcast. And then email address, you can sign up for a subscriber, and you can contact me directly through the website.

Tim Ulbrich: Great stuff. And we will link to all of those in the show notes. And Allyson, this has been fantastic. You know, when I had first learned of the work that you’re doing, I got really excited of kind of the intersection of pharmacy administration, management, and entrepreneurship. And we both have some experiences in those areas. And I suspected this would be a fantastic story to share, and it certainly has. So thank you so much for taking the time to come on the show. I wish you the best of luck and success with the work that you’re doing, and we’ll be touching base in the future to see how things are going.

Allyson Brennan: Oh, it’s an honor, Tim. Thank you so much for your time. I really appreciate it.

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